死猫

有时候还满佩服我爸的想象力与执著。原来，在他的眼里，他的女儿我是那么的不堪。好人当贼看，坏人当道！

真相对他来说实在太残忍，因为他会为自己的无知与愚蠢而伤心；因为他会为自己伤害了我而伤心，所以既然已成定局，我就继续扮演这不堪女人的角色，让他在蒙在鼓里的情况下继续为自以为聪明的自己而光荣。

孝顺的我忍气吞声。
忍忍忍到变忍者；吞吞吞到变大胃王。


all this while i don't bother wht others saying/comment about me cause they r not the person i cared~

安慰？幸灾乐祸？

在沮丧时，那所谓的“加油”、“你一定行！”起不了什么作用，听了反而有点反感。
无关重要的人说这些话是为了让自己八卦后心里舒服一点吗？
其实并不需要。

关心人的人，把多余无谓的“慰问”化成一则微笑或温暖的拥抱不是更实际吗？=)



对我而言，伤心时，只要有人静静的坐在自己身旁，不时送一则微笑或提供温暖的肩膀，加上一对耳朵和一颗有爱的心，闭上嘴巴，就已经足够了......

UPDATE

since everyone was asking for an update!

here is a quick update for u guys~ yooohoo!!

i was writing this post with the mood of - missing ME guys
- after exam mood
- enjoyed party mood with relatives
- having fun with students
- last, going to start industry training mood



ow no!!!!!!!!i was wondering how would my training situation be?fun?hectic?dangerous?advanturous?i'm longing for that!







Just cancelled the tuition tmr's nite due to genting trip. But suddenly the trip is cancelled. So, tmr nite will be my free nite~come on!!!!!let's go for party!
(syok sendiri)





thursday i gotta start my training edi. So if wanna date me, pls send the application form b4 thurs~i'll try to arrange with u~
(actually just i perasan..no1 gonna date me T.T)




STOP TELLING CRAPS LA yap ee wen~



ciaoZzz

从谈话中，朋友常说我太天真，看不到世界是多么残酷。我想告诉他们说，天空再暗，也总会有几颗繁星吧？别把世界上的女生都诠释得那么势利。

最近这几天，大家都把“xxx变了”挂在嘴边。人真的那么容易变吗？我始终相信“江山易改，本性难移”这一句话的存在。

女人啊女人，你们真的是一群向“钱”看的动物吗?如果是自己奋斗得来的“钱途”当然是值得嘉许；可是一味冲着“找个有钱的男人”去的女人，是否出卖了最最真实的自己？这只有你们自己才晓得。

坚持人家所谓的“天真”的我常想，钱是很重要，因为我们必须生活下去。可是把自己感情的基础建立在金钱上，有点迷失自己的感觉。当你在临死前，旧事如电影般一幕幕地出现在你眼帘。你想看到的只是钱钱钱，钱带给你的享受，还是和你爱的人同甘共苦，为了生活吃尽苦头，而依然相亲相爱的温馨片断？所谓世事难料，谁会担保每个人历尽沧桑后会不会改变。

可是，目前的我，当然还是坚持自己的想法。



就算天真，又如何？

If rain drops were kisses,I could send you showers
if hugs were seas i send you oceans
and if love was a person i send you me, max~!so daisek!!!

two 50% meant to be 100%

"doom!" **msn pop up sound**

opss..i saw this--> 没有一百分的一个人，只有五十分的两个人

i guess many of u edi know this phrase maybe thousand years ago, stil i wanna go through a little bit it here since i got nth to post and i scare my blog will angry as i abandoned it again.
from what i got from a friend, he is lack of confident, and he don't even dare to take an action on the girl that he admired.
where's ur confident gone? gosh!!! she don't need a 100% guys! so u just need to take out the 50% confident out of 100%!! is that reli difficult for a huge guy? i don't think so~~~~~
pls allow me to say that

you are so LAME~!!

opsss, i don't meant to hurt u, dun take it serious, just wanna make my post longer~hahahaha! i knew u wund mind rite?
Just make a move, not to regrets for anything yoy!!!!^.^
ok stop, i feel the boringness edi.


Oh it's 1st of september!!
a brand new morning
a brand new day
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stil....with no car but i sensed that miracle is going to happen on me! (since i got a guardian angel which protects me all the time)
guess who guess who!!!!!!answer will be revealed soon

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TIMAX

once in a blue moon (a damn boring post)

hi there, such ages i didn't stepped in my blog.
1st of all, i need to say sorry to my blog since i hv abandoned it for long time.
SORRY*100 ( ^^, somebody did that too)

and now, ready to hv a glance on the superB long post of mine. (if u r short of time, just leave)

In the period i din update my blog, many things happened.
sad, happy, sour, bitter, sweet, and so on..... But i'm glad that i am surrounded by the loves of all of you. YAP EE WEN is just like a new born baby who pampered by loves ~ and she can still standing just because of u guys~~~~~

eh dun misunderstand, i'm still single. The loves i means is given by my friends and family.

Just had a dream at noon, how lucky it is just a dream.

ME guys, i can feel the love of u guys. FRANKLY speaking, i love u guys too~
Jaslyn: hehe~SIS, i love u.
Fenny: always skip class huh..miss u much.
KC: dun always FB, sir.
eric : the one who always listen to my 'heart words'.
kooho: wake up to teach me smth even when he was taking a nap.
kwokseng: when i am bored, he will HOHOHO to me, my life is meaningless w/o u.
kitsiang: i reli dun mind u always said HUI TOU CHAU.
Munket: i reli din see anything.
Chauss: I LOVE U! tht is nth much to say."who treat u the best?!"
Chauhan: i knew u care me.
Sheng: always nvm.
Huan: i knew u sayang me though u always got no semangat.
Twai: like yingyi then go ahead.
9ze: pro pro pro! i knew u r a good guy. "help~~~"
Zixiang: u r my louyeh and motivated me always~ our smile---> ^.^
Chaoying: u r tall but i feel u treat me good also. go shopping again ya.
and etc......

here, i wish ME guys will stay happily ever after and nth can break the strong bond between us. **MUACKS MUACKSS**



Then, here comes DB gang. U guys love me very much i can sensed that.
DBH: u r always the best for me. Just go ahead!
Kingston: u r always the no.1 in my heart. even if i got married, my husband will be in rank 2.
Yijie: a strong lady who always focus on studies until abandoned me..but..i stil love u the most.
yiying: china max, i wanna go singK with u~~~
yingyi: naughty cat, u r my live saver when i need MATLAB. ^^ i love u
chivas: every girls in kampar oso crazy for u. n SO DO I, i love u much!

here, all the best for u guys! when is our next trip? i am longing for that. ** muacks muackss **



Desa gang
judy: u r reli innocent, and i love the characteristic of urs. MUACkSss.
patrice: we got lotsa similarities, hope our friendship remain until the end.
kienleong: dun always tease me, i knew my leg is short.
richard: dun HOU FA FA le...u can be better.


and all the secondary mates who i din mentioned their names, pls......dun angry ya! i think u can sensed the love of mine to u all.~
sim, yeejiin, will email u2 when i am free! muacksssssss~!!!



who cares for me, i care u guys too~


that is an opening for the following post.

TO LOVE and TO BE LOVED

What is the feeling of loving ones? i've forgotten.

What is the feeling of being loved by ones? happy and guilty perhaps.

recently, some cases of my friends has revealed the reality of life.

so guys, be SEMANGAT! i think, if u have tried, although u get rejected, u will not regrets for that. At least you let the girl know, she is being loved by somebody.

hohoho~~sounds so pro~! But i'm not...since i am just a "new born baby" as i mentioned above.

Dating is a tiring task. I think most of u will agree with me~

OH No~~~~~~~~oh no~~~oh no~~~~~~~i think i got influenced by tht CHAUSs.i miss ICE KACANG! oh no~~oh no~~oh no no no no no~~~~~~AOWWWW NO~~~~~

hi again

today, i went utar sport carnival with chauss, OMG~

we won CHAMPION in tennis ..this is reli out of my expectation^.^

hohoh~show my "dead chicken" to u guys...

cuZ i ZAP SEI GAI 1....

thnx to my partner--jingak chauss!thts y i repay him by 2 ice kacang...late nite stil go out dapao for him, SEE I TREAT HIM THE BEST!

omg~~~reportsssss!

i had a great sunday ever!!!!

a busy week 6

monday, i thought i can watch BURNING FLAME III as i wished. But im too busy...tuition tuition tuition.

tuesday, my class from 8am to 5pm. The same outcome: DIN MANAGE TO WATCH BF3.

wednesday, stil having class until late and tuition...so..i thought thurs will be my DAY!

thurs, after class...went tennis with chauss at ktar. reached home late and discussed about the cathering with an uncle. So...POSTPONE my drama time AGAIN!!!

fri, after morning class, went badminton with minority of G1, ate tomyam at DANAO KOTA. then back to uni for electronic lab! then...tuition...AGAIN!!!!the same outcome!!

sat, 9am to 3pm class..straight away i fly to sri gombak for my tuition. after tuition, fetch chauhan from tbr and fly to siaoway's birthday. reached home at nite....sleep earlier for the marathon on sunday . ^^

sun, i woke up at 4.45am, took a tremendously nice breakfast and showered. fetch siao way n wait yy to come my hse. then go ktm with chauss and chauhan. wow!!!!!we r going to run for 7km!and i reli did!!!!i did it!!!hohohohoho!!!run run run, jog jog jog jog!!! ME POWER!!!then back home, went for a lunch with my dearest db gang~finally i get to see DBH (the leader of db gang) i do really miss him a lot. And, his wife as well ^^

after all these....i get sick..........
today stil having fluid2 midterm test. i guess i GG edi. NO study then fall asleep. GENG!




busier and the busiest week is coming.... @.@

+swimming+

i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim i want to swim........................................................

a sweet tuesday of mine

i woke up at 7.30am today. The 1st thing i do is switched on the TV~!

ngek ngek ngek ngek~~it shown tht BURNING FLAME III is coming sooooonnn!!

6th july 2009

WONG HEI is coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!mayb i will dream of him tonite?who knows?


so..how can i calm down?


let's dance! YOYOYO!!!!! UKA SHA KA UKA SHA KA~~~~~~~~~











ok...back to normal. i need to bath n go to uni edi. ^.^

this is the mood of mine for this moment...i miss my bed.. now is 11.03pm, i am still doing the mechanics of machine's report. And i am still brainstorming.
and just now...i figured that i looks pale and old.
W-H-Y?

monday, tues, weds, fri, sat also giving tuition.
and i got 10 labs....assignments...bla bla bla...

AND!!!my dad's works!!!!


n now....no results for my discussion part of report.
so..i go do housework....... WASH PLATES!!!
wht the!!!i din eat tonite...stil need to wash...


damnnnnnn tired~~~~~~





my schedule is full and packed. Even got no time for my dearest max.

=friday=

yesterday get informed by courserep that will be no BASIC ELECTRONIC lecture today. So, i guess MEG1 is damn happy to get the news. ^.^

And the outcome -- FRIDAY is HOLIDAY for MEG1! yoohooooo~~!!

this is really a "finally" for me..and for my dearest max. =) mummy finally got a free time for us, i can bring him to paktoh. ^.^

SO TODAY!!! 只谈风月，不问世事. (im so evil)
hahaha..sounds so HEMSEP...i'm not hemsep okayy?


wish every1 hv a nice friday. >.<

随便啦

常常听到的一句话--随便啦~

其实，这也是我最爱说的一句话。

说“随便啦~”并不是我真的那么随便，而是寻求一份改变。
没主见的我，出的并不是什么好主意。
希望别人出的主意会让我的细胞再次活跃起来。
就算是嫂注意也属于惊喜的一部分。
所以一句“随便啦”可以代劳，创造出无限惊喜！




~说“随便啦”的人要的是一份意想不到的惊喜~


你今天给了我惊喜了吗？

回想起某个圣诞夜

一通电话

一封没有地址与邮票的信封

一张圣诞卡、一个神秘礼物

一份感动



照单全收。


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hope u can make it a success yea~

抉择

2006年的高中统考，我选了《抉择》作为作文题目。

难怪我没办法score A，因为在面临抉择的时候我总是无法拿定主意。


抉择，何谓抉择？

如果可以不顾后果，抉择就不会那么难。

如果可以不理世俗眼光，抉择就不是抉择；是决定！


ok..im too over edi.
So, i edi decided!

tmr............
that's my answer

最近在巾帼枭雄中常听到的一句对白：人生有几多个十年？
从柴九口中说出，让我感觉到几分滑稽。可是，不无道理，而且颇有深度。

人生10个不要等：

1. 不要等到想要得到爱时才学会付出
2. 不要等到孤单时才想念起你的朋友
3. 不要等到有了职位是才去努力工作
4. 不要等到失败是才记起他人的忠告
5. 不要等到生病时才意识到生命脆弱
6. 不要等到分离时后悔没有珍惜感情
7. 不要等到有人赞赏你时才相信自己
8. 不要等到别人指出才知道自己错了
9. 不要等到腰缠万贯才准备帮助穷人
10. 不要等到临死时才发现要热爱生活

又有人说爱是一种耕耘，需要时间才能成长；爱是一种等待，需要耐心才能获得。如果真的有爱，把爱的种子种在等待上，用时间来灌溉，让它真正茁壮成一颗经得起考验的大树，在未来才能真正结出甜美的爱情果。

等与不要等？见仁见智。

人生如戏，有的人等待一生得来的是什么？换来得也只是唏嘘。难道你能确保等待的途中不会发生一切插曲？

今日不知听日事，大家跟着感觉走，也许你会走向你的幸福。

朋友，想念我就告诉我啦。

灵沁，真的好想念你，爱你^^

bye bye holidays

it is sunday night. ^.^

tomorrow, i will start my YEAR 3 trimester 1 life. Hopefully i manage to attend all lectures and tutorials.
NO SKIP CLASS pls..

tomorrow, i can meet up with MEG1 again. hahahahaha damn ganjiong!!!

But, dbh chivas pc n yj....miss yea.








lotsa things to share with..but...


im lazy to tell...pls 4gif my laziness.




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GOOD NIGHT..SLEEP EARLY LA EVERY1~^^




=lazy monkey=

sunday

hey guys, i've cut my hair~^^

curious about my new hairstyle?

call 012-3325920 and date me out^^, will surprise u oh!!!



**ngek ngek ngek**

i'm back ^.^

heiyoh! Ee Wen is back from KK, sabah.

this is really a memorable trip for MEG1, everyone seems enjoy.^.^

And here, I wanna say sorry to MUN KET yea? i reli can't see anything while i MENCEROBOH in the toilet. (serious)

Besides, ThNX to all of u for taking good care of a GIRL like me. ^.^

The water activities are really fun fun fun fun fun!

so Kooho, plan another trip for next year k? wuohohohoho!!!!





So now, everything is back to normal.
i'm gonna teach tuition, play with max, hving family gathering...and most important, DB GANG!

And suddenly, i miss popo a lot. edi 3months i haven seen her face. hope everything is going smooth with her, happy everyday yea! although i can't see her for now, stil wish her all the best ^.^






at last...

HAPPY HOLIDAYS everyone. enjoy life ^.^

burning flame I

eh~just finish watching the repeat of last nite's episode.

it is really worth la i woke up tht early to watch tht! hmm!! reli touched by the fire-fighters. i think i got this ambition since i watch tht drama when i was young =) if malaysia got no malays then i sure will try to be a fire-fighter edi =)

later, i'll make a move to sabah edi. So, e3 wEn will disappear for 1 week in msn and facebook. must miss me much yea~ ^^













***can't wait to watch the BURNING FLAME III***

~HOLIDAY~

Just finished the last paper of Y2S2 -- SOLID MECHANICS II. It was my worst one so don't mention about it again....
so now...
throw away the mohr's circles
throw away the stresses
throw away the strains
throw away the small displacement theory..throw away everythings!!!!!!!!!!

~~~~Holiday^^hOliday^^hoLiday^^holIday^^holiDay^^holidAy^^holidaY~~~~

tomorrow, MEG1 will make an attack to KK, sabah!yoyoyo!!!!!

all maxs, wait for me. I'll be back in 19th may to jiemu with u guys!!!!!!

loudou, wait for me. I'll be visiting u after 19th may if i got car!!!!!

AND


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DBH WHO R IN LANGKAWI NOW, will always miss ur contagious laughter and cute face expression. Come back faster and we gonna clb for ur BIG BIG BIG DAY!









now, monkey is transforming to pig.

^---^
(-@-)

friday morning

RED DATS GINGER BROWN SUGAR TEA

tyre, don't look dowan me. i ain't lazy at all~~~~~~~~~~

i cooked this early in the morning >.<

UPDATE

just an update for these few days, and some feeling in these few days.

saturday, i attended yunwai's birthday and met a new friend, KANG SHEN. He is a special guy in......erm..just everything. Make me feel that not everything is just like wht you think since the world is just too big. ^.^ And, i will try doing some socialize next time. ( if got next time ^^)

sunday, nth special happen. it was just a sunday for me.^^

monday, tuition class...and attended wangwang's 21st birthday party at SOUL OUT, hartamas. Im really started to admire myself for driving to the place that i totally got no idea with and nvr heard b4. Impressive!!!!!We chat alot and YUMCHA at hartamas square, and i hv my 1st time of trying the "smoke" in fruits flavour? is tht call smoke ar? wateva la~~~

tuesday, after watching the show in tv that make me feel that im not the pitiest ppl in the world. im reli gotta be greatful that im stil alive and healthy! then, i am now slacking in front of the comp after playing with the FB.

IN CONCLUSION....
WHEN DO U WANNA START UR STUDY YAP EE WEN!?!?!?!?!!!!!?!?!!?
WAKE UP WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!

ANY SUGGESTION?

i need a new name for the doggie..^^

any suggestion?

Ali?Ahmad?Mohammad?

after Mechanical Engineering Design I paper

finally.... **breathe** PHewwwwwwwwww~~~~~~


GOOD BYE to this toughest subject in year2sem2!
as yy always pray the cang sky.
"cang sky, pls let me pass this subject!"


hmmm...just read a touching and sweet story, im touched...im full of love now ^^

as kwokseng said, the sky is still in blue colour no matter wht happen. everybody, cheers!!!

一场梦

又是一场噩梦。。。

我竟然梦见哥哥去世了，而且感觉还很真呢。尽管平时对他有什么不满，在梦中的我是多么的伤心，哭得肝肠寸断。醒来后，探视他的房间确保那是一场梦，心才定了下来。

看来，我是很爱我哥哥的。只是从来不表达我心里那感受，感觉很肉麻。

其实，我是很疼爱我的家人的。只是不善于表达，不想表达，不要变成肉麻一族。



就拿爸爸做个例子，平时在家对着他，话也变少了。我知道他很想跟我们多沟通，我却一幅不屑与他交谈的样子。这可不完全是我的错，可能是前阵子发生的一些误会，令我们的关系无论用什么来粉饰依然满目沧痍。哈哈哈哈哈哈，所以从现在开始，我会好好对待他。（尽量啦。。。）














finals is here edi, study pls.....yap ee wen

There are smth i missed

My Way: april, 2003

A.M./P.M.: nov, 2004

春夏秋冬: march, 2006


笑忘书: Oct, 2006

酷爱: August, 2007

My 1st Collection: Jan, 2008

Urban emotions: July, 2008

I already grabbed the latest album LOVE&LIVING =) but how sad..i couldn't find the rest!

So.....

HK, wait for me!!



i'll get all those which i missed soon in HK ^.^

touching day b4 final exam

after teaching tuition, i reached home at 9smth.

And b4 i was trying to take out the moral's note, i got a sms. this is the contents:

"Dear Ee Wen,

It's a rainy night in Penang and i'm reading through and trying to select the winning entries for my school's essay writing competition. How are you doin in KL? A form six student at the Penang Chinese Girls' High School reminds me of you since her facial features are almost similar to yours. I suppose you must be studying or watching Tv at this time. Your English teacher, Mr. Steven Teoh."

My mood is reli....i dunno how to describe!

his msg brightened my world, i feel that at least i'm being remembered by some1!!!

i do reli miss him for couple of months edi..since he hasnt reply my e-mail.

Hope that i can go penang as soon as possible! I miss u teacher!!!!

every sms he sent, i keep in my hp.

im touched....seriously T.T

守得云开见月明

2009年出炉影帝

张家辉

身为支持他的一分子，当晚在成绩揭晓之前，我的心情可以用刚下锅的蒜头来形容~

成绩揭晓的那一刻，我高兴得扎扎跳。

他终于打败众多的劲敌，成为影帝！

真是可喜可贺，加油！

打从10年前，我就很喜欢他了。

在《迷离档案》里，我觉得他扮演的警察比起罗家良扮演的博士有性格得多。

可是妈却觉得罗家良是最好的。

希望他步步高升，片酬有望升价，家庭生活幸福^^

未来的回忆

时间可否闪一闪 到往后一百年
回头看此刻恩怨 就似故事或某个寓言
无论你心情又多么凄怨 亦变更短

当回头想起 从前苦与涩亦渗着甜味
心仍能不死 从回忆中可找到美景
愿以后更起劲再力拼 一天不再年轻
在回味旧旅程 亦会为明日记忆高兴







愿大家能抛开一切烦恼，一起为未来力拼。
final加油啊！！！
希望一切都是百年后的美好记忆=）

a wonderful saturday night

Last night, i watched HINS cheung's concert at arena of star.

hmm...don't know how to descibe HINS except the word GOOD.

he got the GOOD attitude, voice, looking, ... ...

It's timax birthday!!

15th april!

yoyoyo~happy birthday to my dearest max~~~muackssss!!!

味道

味道，是用鼻子嗅出来的。
却储存在脑里。

今天早上跟妈妈去茶餐室，她点了杯“掺”。
那味道仿佛把我的灵魂带回去从前。

嗅着嗅着。。。脑海里浮现出的场景尽是15年前的外公家。
那咖啡的味道，很熟悉、很幸福、很快乐、很无忧无虑。

对!

是那味道，把储存在脑里的记忆再次提出来。
感觉很奇妙。


不知大家有没有同感？

无论味道、声音，都能够把我们的情绪带回从前。

很想，再来一杯！

^^

他的爱不再，你要爱自己 =)

前几天跟朋友聊天，又学到了不少东西。

当他不爱你的时候，
记得祝福，不要憎恨。

因为
祝福是美好的事，憎恨却是丑陋的。

你们彼此之间的爱，
曾经是多么美好的事，
别因为憎恨而丑化了你们共同拥有过的快乐。

give to receive (dbh's shirt)
hahahahahahha~~~
=)

maybe give up is the only solution to make urself happy?
let the chance to be others and own a chance of getting another person who really appreciated u. =)


cheersssss~~~

固执还是习惯？

不懂从何开始，大家都说我“硬颈”。
由始至终我都不认同、也不承认。

有吗？

我想澄清一下。

我，并不固执；只是不想改变自己的一贯作风。

如果
变得更好；我就很快会忘记原本的自己。
变得更差；那就会贬低自己。
没舍差别；不如坚持自己？

哈哈哈。。。

可能这样的解释。。。。。
有些人会觉得这根本就是硬颈！！！！

又怎样？？！？！！！！？

come back again?

early in the morning, there were 1000 elephants running in my stomach or mayb somewhere else???

omg~~~~feel like vomitting.

izit the "cyss" grow back? Is tht called cyss?

aih..whteva lah~

god bless me
cheers

sunday

omg...its sunday again...

sunday w/o a car and maggie = eat drama with a cup of kopi O.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

talk about the dinner last nite.
terrible one although got sharkfin to eat.
from 8pm to 11.30pm.

Sloooowwwwwww untilllllll~~~~~~~~~breuk...

^.^

wishes:

1. new pillow
2. new necklace
3. new running shoe

give me few months time =)

i'll fullfill my dream =)

k...off to skul now ~~

我告訴你說

我告訴你說：“我今天掃樓梯時，差點兒從樓梯上摔下來。”本來我以為你會安慰說：“親愛的，小心點兒。”但你說：“掃慢點，不就得了。”　　

我傷心，我覺得你一點兒不愛我，不在乎我。　　

后來，我發現我們的樓梯異常干淨，干淨的都不用我掃﹔一個月后我才發現，那是你每天抽出5分鐘的結果。　　


我告訴你：“我的車子壞了，我走了半個小時才到車站。”本來以為你會關心地說：“你怎麼不坐出租車，累不累？”但你說：“反正很近，你也隨便減肥。”

我生氣，覺得你不愛我，不關心我。　　
第二天，我發現你留在桌上的你的車鑰匙，以及為我准備的豐富的早點。　　


我告訴你說：“我想去北海道，荷蘭等地，欣賞那一大片壯觀地花海。”本來以為你會關心地說：“你想去哪，我們來計劃。”即使敷衍幾句也好，但你說：“真無聊，花大把的銀子去那種無聊的地方。”　　

我生氣，覺得你不愛我，不懂我。　　

后來，我發現家裡的旅游雜志，不管是國內還是國外的報道，隻要有賞花介紹的那一頁，頁角就有折痕，裡面就有你的筆記記錄。　　


我告訴你說：“我跟朋友出去，晚上會晚點回來。”本來以為你會關心地說：“跟誰出去，小心點兒，記得撥電話或早點兒回家。”但你說：“隨便你，你高興就好。”　　

我生氣了，覺得你不愛我，不關心我。

后來，我負氣拖到深夜3點多回家，我看到你坐在沙發上的睡容。　　


我告訴你：“我的大姨媽來了，肚子好痛。”本來以為你會安慰我說：“忍一忍，一天就過去了。”但你說：“女人真麻煩，受不了。”　　

我傷心了，覺得你不愛我，不疼我。　　

后來，家裡的零食櫃裡多了好多巧克力及紅豆，是你買的，但你一直沒吃。直到一個月過去了。你在我月事的前后一星期，天天煮著紅豆湯。　　


我告訴你說：“我真高興嫁了你，你是最好的老公。”本來以為你會開心地回答我說：“我也是這麼覺得，你是最好地老婆。”但你說：“嫁了都嫁了，不然，你還想怎樣？”　　

我生氣，覺得你不愛我，不懂我。　　

后來，我無意中發現你在睡前用衛生紙擦拭床頭那張40英寸地結婚照，然后望著照片傻笑好久。　　



我想我終於懂了，在你不在乎地外表下，有顆不善用言詞表達的心，一顆最愛我的心。原來你是愛我的。

隻不過不說。這是你愛的方式，跟大家不同。

fight for my fight

Within 1 week time, i've take selangor bus, lrt, ktm and my leg as transport. It's really not bad but KTM....
hahaha...if KTM is as clean as LRT. I would like to take it everyday since there was a lengcai smile to me ytd! =)

And, kwokseng, u're such a wonderful guy! Thnx for your 好意 ytd..hehehe!
as u said the probability of crime is incredible low on me...dun worry la!
hehehehe...i will buy an umbrella^^
EE WEN is always a man in MEG1's eyes la!!!
dun POPO MAMA k??!!! yoyoyo!!

go go go!

after piano theory test!!!!i took selangor bus home!!!

yooohooo!!!! compare to previous, selangor bus is still that SUCKS...

difference:

-without uniform, they charged me double-the air conditioner is much better-

similarity:

-stil not using machine for the payment-stil drop me at aman puri made me walked for long long way to home-stil that many of buruh asing-....

suckssss..but im happy~hahahahaha

i miss the days in chonghwa.

pls dun mention about my piano theory exam.

my 1st ever accident in BLACK FRIDAY

FRIDAY 13/3/2009

"无语问苍天。。。bad luck is still stick with me =("

BAD LUCK is still with me, but today..it spread a little to my driver--BOOM.

On the way to UTAR, in MRR II. Our Honda crash to another TOYOTA.

HONDA vs TOYOTA = 两败俱伤

Sorry to boom as i knew i'm really hving bad luck recently.....

If im not taking the cake of chauhan,...
If im not having tutorial classes,...
If im not having bad lucks,...
If.....if...if......

I WILL ACCOMPANY U UNTIL UR PARENTS CAME.

BUT im taking the cake of chauhan,...
BUT im hving tutorial class,...
BUT im hving bad lucks,....

SO I BETTER DUN STICK WITH U!
as a result cheehuan fetch me on the middle of the way....


HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAUHAN =) cheerssss

ME

各位观众！！！！"taaa dammmmm".....

i permed my hair~~nice ler? ^^

"GG eewen" from kwokseng

http://mrthyroxineks87.blogspot.com/2009/03/gg-eewen-but.html




i PUI FOK kwokseng to post this la...like tht oso can be a new tittle.

KWOK SENG PRO!

i skipped...

b4 i packed my bag and prepare for skul...
i found tht...

i have lost my platinum necklace that i wear always...........

no mood...the shitty utar ball............

i lost tht during the ball...................


T_T

~after ball~

now is 10th march, 8.30am.
Last nite was the memorable ball for everyone, so averagely we slept at 3am.
But why i woke up that early?

arrgghhh~!!cant asleep la! My hp's sim card being BLOCked!!

duno wht happen!!!!!!!!!!!


but...quite happy for last nite's dance!(although i dance like robot, stil got another robot be my partner, not bad not bad) Next time we can form a team call ROBOT COUPLE.

hahahaha...MEG1...good job! but din hunted for any target....so pity...nvm..i will always be with u guys~~~~~cheerss!!c u guys later at 3pm tutorial. I WILL NOT SKIP!

touching and rushing day

friday.
2--3 solid mechanics II
3--5 Engineering design
5--7 Engineering Analysis test
due to the hardworkingNEss of mine..i decided to go Uni at 9am to do revision on my 5pm test.

how lucky....utar no electric leh! "short circuit"???
ahhahaha...
then...the 2--5 lecture classes were cancelled but we stil waiting for the 5pm test.

hmm...7.30pm gotto teach tuition. So the whole day, i just eat bread.

thnx for all LENGZAI coursemate especially KWOK SENG bought me the cheese bun.


ahahahaha!!reli damn touching when u all pass me tht... @.@

痊愈？

kwok seng 真的痊愈了吗？恭喜恭喜！

患病与痊愈途中应该需要一些灵丹妙药的协助吧？



你。。。 。。。 服药了吗？ngek ngek ngek *evil grins*

Update

i did a stupid mistake today, it was how embarrassing.

i ain't stupid but........ i was

SAD and GUILTY

hmm...just got an forwarded msg from my courserep. the contents are like this:

My sincere apology to all of you. i admit my mistakes and willing to change to serve students better. i hope all of you can gve me a chance. o promise to help you in whatever way i can. can you help deliver this message to your classmates? i wil still see you in tutorial and the lecture will be new lecturer. anyway i hope you can give me a chance to correct the situation. (from Dr. Lim Ying Pio)

omg!!!Dr. Lim...i am reli symphatize with you....

i think all bcause of the survey that complained about him. This form i think is created by ME students..reli damn efficient, today they all jsut summit tht form at 5pm. then 11pm i got his msg.....omg omg omg...summore the monday test has been cancelled. i think..due to this too~~

nice dream!

just to show off here!
i dreamt a bout jacky cheung just now!!!
in the dream, we r good friends and we go singK together~!!!!!!!!

owwwwhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hooorayy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
uka sha ka uka sha ka

途中

刚从mc donald回来，在烈日当空下，只希望快快抵达目的地--我家。
在mc donald到我家的途中，对我来说是痛苦的，因为我不喜欢被太阳晒。

从起点到终点，其距离就是途中。
人们往往一旦越过了某件事的起点，就想赶快抵达终点。因此，途中变得不重要甚至感到厌烦。试想想，如果没有途中对你的磨练，你又凭什么达到目的？

就如候鸟从南飞到北或从北飞到南，途中的美丽风景一直陪伴着它们。难道他们可以省略掉途中的美好风景，乘坐传送机在一眼瞬间从南变北，北变南？这时，候鸟要那对翅膀来干嘛？鸟已非鸟。

一段感情的开始与结束，最值得回首的应该是它的过程吧？难道你开始一段感情的目的就是为了结束？如果是这样，唯有希望途中是多么的绚丽夺目。

老套的一个例子，读书是为了考试还是知识？其实，考试也只不过是为了测试你在读书的途中得到的多少知识。

人生的终点就是死亡，人一生出来就等于开始了他们的人生。难道人的生存就是为了奔向死亡？缘生缘灭我们无法改变。我们不能掌控人的生死，可是我们却能为自己编写自己的历史。在人生的途中，千万不要做出一些让自己不开心的事。但求天天开心、日日精彩、无悔今生。


希望每个人珍惜途中，因为途中是个很抽象的变数。加油~

许多时候人们往往对自己的幸福看不到而感觉到别人的幸福很耀眼。想不到别人的幸福也许对自己不适合，更想不到别人的幸福正是自己的坟墓。


i'm the 幸福 one with bunches of friends.
KWOK SENG, cheehuan, chauhan, binsheng, 9ze, kooho, munket, eric, tatwai, chauss, karhong, dailou, chenleong, kfc, etc...for all MEG1, thanks for the bouquet =) reli appreciated it alot!!! i knew u all love me more than i do...but from now on, i will love u all more than i can say.

boom, dbjh, yy, chivas....thanks for boom's gift, chivas's yellow flower.
remember: i LOVE yellow =)

families who care me a lot. cousins, aunty uncle~~~loudou~~ thnx for giving me a memorable valentine's!!

yansheng n miwang...
adventure in PUCHONG KINRARA...brought me to MERZzz...omg!!!! felt sorry to yanzz ya~


thnx for all

CHAP GOR MEI

today is CHINESE VALENTINE'S DAY!

so...wish every1 in the world is happy!

those who r single and hope to be "double" will get their beloved one soon.

those who r "double" will bcum sweeter and sweeter.

those who r single n wish to maintain single as me, will get back their LUCK!

i need luck

i need luck

i need luck

i need luck

i need luck!!!!! MA LI MA LI HOOM!!!

giving tuition at 7.30 at sri gombak, so...as a responsible teacher, i off to sri gombak at 6pm. Who noe, the bad luck is still surrounded me!!!!!!! i was trapped in the GAY traffic jam, reli want to cry when i saw the scene!!! But somehow, a rainbow cheered me up! =) i reached andy's hse at 8smth. So sorry to him, cuZ he needed to replace me for 30mins class but stil paying me!hahahah..thnx a million~~~~

so~~~happy CHAP GOR MEI to all my friends. DB gang and....MEG1!!!! last year we were at EYE ON MALAYSIA but this year dun hv any activities!!! arrgghhh!!!

shitty indonesia trip

finally i got back from that dirty country....

In this trip, i've got many 1st time.

1. 1st time be millionaire (ruphia)
2. 1st time changed money and duno where to spent (nth nice to purchase)
3. 1st time, feel like going back home at the 1st day of my trip.
4. 1st time eating durian on the floating boat.
5. 1st time been food poisoned during CNY trip.
6. 1st time SING K in open air karaoke in hotel. (how boring u see the trip)
7. 1st time CIRIT BIRIT during trip.
8. 1st time played mahjong in cards.
9. 1st time using heather oso need to be ranged. 6pm to 9pm. (wht the... ... ...)

and...etc...

And also, got many usual things happened.

1. cried bcuz visited the KAMPUNGs with lotsa roasters!!
2. gambling all the time while we were in hotel room. (private casino, but...uncle was pity to be the victim)
3. gossips with cousins about....just too many things to share.
4. captured a lot of photos though the place wasnt nice.
5. bought alcohol from airport.
6. pray at the temple.

in conclusion, bside BALI, dun ask me to step into that country ANYMORE!!!!!! Now only i realised...i LOVE malaysia very very very very very very much!!!

hope tht the toto i shared with uncles who kena food poison also will win big prize!

photos will soon be uploaded to my facebook. =)

i miss every1 so much, muackss!!

and specially thanks to mr TAN CHEE WAI to be my max's 1week daddy. Thanks a million!

Happy Chinese New Year

Happy Chinese Year every1!!!!! First of all, i want to tell that....i have bought a lot of new year clothes until ....erm, dunno how to describe! Just 1 word, TERRIBLE!!!!! hahahahahaha~~~ not to show off, i reli bought a lot!!!!!

Last night, finally watched RED CLIFF2! The story is nice, takeshi is handsome, smart..summore? ZHAO WEI is pretty...and...erm.....CHAO CHAO is damn damn damn damn damn damn YENG!!!!!!

so, Next mv coming on will be 家有喜事2009!
who wanna watch with me?
plssss write down ur name!!!..........


And, im longing for ANGPAOsss tonite!muackssss

揾食艰难

哥哥开始上班了，看见爱泡的他天天喊累，我自己也觉得累。
看来挑一份适合自己的工作是非常重要的，至少不会累得像哥哥那样，连msn的pm都写世界艰难。加油！
刚才，有5个印度人在我家门外招生意。可笑的是。。。。。铺沥青要整rm650。妈妈当然不肯啦。最后还是以rm120成交了。
说实在的，120我妈都嫌贵了。可是，看见他们真的有够可怜。心软的一家人就算了吧，过年嘛，大家开开心心就好了。

才刚动工不久，天空就下起雨来。雨水滴在他们身上，原本被汗水沾湿的衣服看起来更加湿重。
看见他们5人辛勤工作的模样，有点感触。我真是身在福中不知福，一个星期教几天补习就怨天怨地，实在不应该。

好啦，去找max玩。=)

DB gang

after reading kingston's blog, i think he miss out some1 in our group.

so...here, again i introduce u all. my lovely DB GANG!!

this is Dai Bohua, he always tell me:" once i see ur face i wanna SLAP u!" See how evil he is but yy stil said he is the best. this call "NAN REN BU HUAI, NV REN BU AI"

This is DBJ, explanation is needless, she is the best for me and DbH. MUACKSsss

i used to call her JIA BUI MAX, but now....nvm, after she get used to the winter in CHINA, everything will be normal again. Dun worry i believe u reli will bcum REAL SLIM MAX!!! GA YAO!!!

ok, tthis guy, i hv introduced to u all in my previous post. He is always the HERO. Lim hoong hann. I wish he will get his dream girl soon and dun be GU DUK LOU YAN.=)

this is CHEEWAI, and our combination bcum CHEEWEN. hahahahahaha~we r always ready and always fighting for 4.0!!ganbateh!

YY, always tell me she is SERIOUS! OK, i will trust u de! And she will soon bcum an angel! JIA YOU!!!

bunbun, he is the best badminton player among all. he is no.1 and cheewai is no.2!!!heheehhe...n he always said WUI GAY LOU~~n he likes singing, ZAN BU KAI MEI TOU~~~

ok, i will love u all very very much! Friendship 4eva. Words to tell:

• dbh, don't laugh at me anymore la, change ur target, laugh YY!
• dbj, gay sweet with dbh make me cold and freezing pls, cuZ i love tht feel!
• yiyun, walk to bouwah next time!
• boom, wish u good luck since u r having bad luck recently..
• cheewai, dun sien die in kampar pls..i am always ready to chat with u!
• yy, u got ppl want de, got a lot let u choose..slow slow choose.
• bun, ur nga gu beng...wait for year 2010 lar!hahha..who call u back singapore so damn fast!

hehehehe...pls love me much as i love u all much too~~~MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS..

chinese new year is approaching, hope u all win alot of money! And get a lot of ANGPausss!!!yoohooo!!!!!!

80% free MONDAY

today lectures are like that:

• 8am -- 10am engineering anylysis
• 2pm -- 4pm solid mechanics II

th 4 hours break made me decided to skip the engineering analysis. =)

At 7.30am i got cheehuan's sms, "FOLLOW ME?"

i replied, "NO" then continue sleep.

At 8.30am, i got kwokseng's call..... i guess they r reli miss me much.

he asked, "COMING TO SKUL AT NOON?"

i replied, "SURE!"

At 9.30am, i got kwok seng's sms, "AFTERNOON CLASS CANCELLED, SO U NONIT TO COME AND CONTINUE SLEEPING"

ok..how good!!!! because i was still worrying will i be robbed while taking malaysia's best public transport--KTM to Uni.

So now, i am rottling at home with no car again. =.=

but, with SMILE and HAPPINESS since kingston asked me to look forward!

KINGSTON's blog is edi reopen, kindly visit and u will get more than u espect =)

http://kingston88.blogspot.com

oh ya, y i said today is 80% free monday? it is because i nonit to go to UNI but i still need to go to sri gombak to teach tuition. Damn stress!!! ANDY pls dun kill boom

beloved timax

刚刚和朋友聊到狗。嗯，想一想。。 timax 从2006年4月15日来到我们家不知不觉已经踏入第4年。。。对max的爱有增无减。从前，现在，未来永不改变。打着这篇文章的当儿，望着熟睡中的timax，心中好像起了化学反应。对不起timax，没空时常陪在你身边，还将你用链子绑起来。真希望有一天你能在屋子里自由活动，跟我睡在同一张床。想象你像个跟屁虫地跟在我后面，看电视时你能趴在我的腿上，好幸福。

想起timax来得第一天是多么地可爱，我永远都不会忘记它身上的那独特的咖啡味，两边脸颊分别为黑色和白色，连胡须也一边黑一边白。那胖嘟嘟的身躯原本已经站不稳了，喝完牛奶后更不用说了。载它去mc donald drive thru打包食物，那马来人还以为它是只猫，还赞它可爱呢。刚刚学会吠人，声音的频率高到不得了。怕冷的timax第一次冲凉更是可爱，怕水怕到爬上我的肩膀。那时的我，真的有当妈妈的感觉，好温暖好幸福。还有，带它看医生，打针吃药也是一件趣事。。。。 。。。

timax与我的点点滴滴我想我永远都不会忘记，也不允许自己忘记。就算失忆也不能忘记max。

i love you timax.....my love to u is endless~~muacks muacks

being soo cat day

today, i decided to go to Uni for the 3 hours moral lecture since i solved the transport problem. My lovely brother arrange the transport for me for today, his friend will take me home. So, i woke up at 6am to brush teeth, take a bath to make myself fresh, eat.... Mom sent me to cheehuan's house and played with his BLACKY for awhile. And, chauss was following too since he edi skipped classes for 3days. On the middle of the way, cheehuan got kooho's call and shout :"MOM'S (ma de)" ahahhaha..we knew wht happened edi, the lecture had cancel the class.





oh my god!!!!!! WHY a hard working student as me deserved this? We edi almost reached Uni..So, 5 of us with huan's Myvi took a breakfast at Genting Klang and back home.......





I AM REALLY A SOOCAT who gained 4kg in 3months holiday. T.T

photos captured by my new bought webcam ler!!!clear le?

can sense the 4kg gained by my chubby face?omg~~~~~

frying NGA GU day

hmm...i woke up at 10am today, and started to peel the "nga gu"....

and..fry it.

all the progress take me 4.30 hours.

BUT!!!it is worth!!!

because all are for my lovely friends....who love me so much.

daibojie, daibohua, hh, chivas, yy.....

i repay them by my self-fried NGA GU...

no ranking 1 woh, i gave them my love equally =) MUACKSssss