i skipped...

b4 i packed my bag and prepare for skul...
i found tht...

i have lost my platinum necklace that i wear always...........

no mood...the shitty utar ball............

i lost tht during the ball...................


T_T

Update

i did a stupid mistake today, it was how embarrassing.

i ain't stupid but........ i was

T_T

today, at tuition centre...
i hv lost my blue hello kitty hair clips which accompany me for 10 years.

and it was given by my lovely cousin.

im seriously down.......though i dun like hello kitty

:'( lend me ur shoulder

finally im being a bird.

free for 3months.

today just finish the last paper for Y2S1.

but.....pls god pls let me pass!

y i so stupid.

my brain is totally blanked...so i blanked the questions too~

cry

the day before PENGAJIAN MALAYSIA

hoooooommmm~~~~-)
facing the tedious lecture notes of pengajian malaysia at 10am on my bed.
after 2 pages, i fall asleep again.

omg!!!
when i was awake,i glanced at my watch, edi 2pm!!!!
hahahaha...
in this 4hours sleep, i dream bout MAX who is in CHINA now.
in tht dream, she joined db GANG for badminton in club.
and after tht dinner at ITALIANNESE
i was so curious bout how she got back in just 1month time?
i guess i miss her quite a lot.
study hard CHINA MAX.

after that, i wish i could continue with my revision.
selfpity.....aih...y it is compulsory to take this shitting subject?
it took my valueble time away from studying electrical.
aih..i hv a sneaking desire to cancel my little mozart class tonight, but i cant be so selfish.


omg..i wish i could continue blogging but my dad is coming back.
owwww!!!!he will be watching those terrific tedious hokkien taiwanese drama!
WTF!!!
okay guys, i'll back to my room n STUDY my PM edi...
aihhhh....i hope that i wun fall asleep.at least 1chapter pls.........

正面并非全部，背面才值得关注

“正面并非全部，背面才值得关注”

刚才在电视上听到这句话。
突然地有感而发，好像在形容着我身边的东西（不管是人或者事）。

风筝，看的不是美丽的外在，应该是扎实的内在。
手表，看的不是美丽的外在，应该是制作的够不够精准的内在。
衣服，即使外表再美丽，没有较好的质料也不会完美。

你以为，对着我面前说些好听的话能掩饰你背后对我造成的伤害？
你以为，人漂亮的外壳就能抵抗岁月的痕迹陪着你度过每个丰富的人生？
你以为，看不到的事实我就不能靠感觉摸索到？
你以为，伤口复原后就不会有疤痕？
你以为，粉底能遮掩表面伤口也能遮掩内伤？
你以为，相机是捕捉美丽的模样而不是当时的心情？

人总是以为。。。

你不以为然的一件事，我却耿耿于怀。
只因为，你不是我，我不是你。
每个人都是特别的个体，需要别的个体欣赏。

将心比心，把人家的事当成自己的事般着紧。
把人家的感受当成自己的感受来分析。
你能包容人家吗？
你能体谅人家吗？
你能接受人家的一套吗？

不能？
不是因为别人不好，而是自己修养不够。

THE BUSIEST DAY FOR ME

wht i wanna tell is edi written on the tittle..

THE BUSIEST DAY FOR ME..

from 6am i woke up, i non stop using my hand, finger and also mu brain.

Assignment Assignment Assignment......

Reportsss reportss reports.....

tutorial tutorial tutorial....

piano piano pianoo....

dad's work dad's work dad's work.......

driving here and there....

and the piano class reli fainted me.
every notes i was playing like so annoying in my ears!
n i felt blur for wht i playing.
my brain get stuck n kenot work properly.
hand and brain and also my finger kenot coorporate well.
my brain is seriously "STARVE"!!!
help me!
i need a BREAK!!!!!




tmr....
will be a busy day too..
pray for me =)
music class again...but this time the damage for my ear n brain will be DOUBLED as i need to face the music notes as well as LITTLE KIDS!!!!! stay far from me!!!!


GANBATE!!!
i can do it!

FInALly i get to use the comp (sigh)

hello~
i found that 1 comp in a family is not enough!
you know wht..
i hv been waiting for whole day, just to use the computer to do my report. =.="
my sister was using to do her GEOGRAPHY ASSIGNMENT.
Until 10smth, then my bro wanna use it for tomorrow's final~
aih~~~~~
now is my turn edi!!!!!!
get me new comp laaaaa

WANTING a SAI MAI LOU.....

i'm so damn hungry now.
i dunno why since i finish my dinner then i felt hungry edi.
im so keen to go to Pasar Malam, n how got 2"W" in my mind.
Who is going to be my company?
Where got PM?




p/s: Mr. Gan..u wanna eat anot?wan then fast fast tell me lar..dowan oso inform me lar~~~~~~

hmm!!!!NEW SEMESTER...

started from 26th of may, im a year2 sem1 student in utar setapak.=)

i stepped in skul with quite gud mood.

but stepped out with bad bad mood.

y say so?

my super super gay timetable made me mad..how come will like tht?

it tied my time!! i dun even hv freetime to do my own stuff!!(even my piano lesson)

tuesday having class til 7pm..

last nite, i reached home edi 9pm!man, is 9pm!!!!

my dinner time suppose to be 6.30pm!

arrrggghhhhhhh!!!im reli reli angry!!!!who can calm me down!?!?!?!!?!?!!!!!

wanna eat ppl edi!!!

n then..thursday is the worst 1...

from 8am to 7pm..in between i got 6 hours break.

saturday stil having class til noon~aih~~~~~~

aih~~~

n tht day was juZ not my day!!!

my car breakdown on half way after i finish my lunch with my sis at mc donald..

n...my router modem was "breakdown" as well...

aih~~~

touching+a bit moodless...

hihi every1..

tonite im leading to langkawi island..

for my 4days 2 nites trip!

my mood now shud be happy, but dunno y..

feel so dunno how to describe~

worried about real max..hahaha.

hope everything is fine for him!

n hope tht he do miss me lots!!!(as i wil do so..)

max, i love u!

then...im really touched by my dad.

juZ now, he asked me:"how much u use for tht trip?"

i said...:"VERY VERY MUCH~!!"

but........

hahaha.he gave me rm200.(better than nth)

cuZ i expect he wun gif me even 1 cent.

then, my plan to bank can cancel edi!cuZ i tot i need to take money out from there..

ngek ngek ngek..my dad is so kind~~~~~

so now, time for me to practise my piano!!!

cuZ, im reli untalented!(not like eemei..geng talented)

cry~~~~~~~~~~~

im reli working hard for tht, but the results r not desirable~

aih~~~~~~~~~~cry~~~~~~~~~

kill me prisssssss~~~~y im so bodoh~~

I WAN A NEW BAG n NEW SHOE!!!!

yesterday, went out with db gang.
At THE CURVE, i saw a silver bag in CALVIN KLEIN...
i saw a silver high heel shoe in NAF NAF which is just bside CALVIN KLEIN..
hmm...the bag is reli HANDSOME!!!YENG!!!not lady type..but for sure...SUIT me!!!
wuohohohoho!!!!
aih.............but......CK is juZ too far for me.....
T_T
im juZ a poor little gal who oni qualify to use PASAR brand...zit?
T_T

"cry oso no tears"

im too free jUZ now!!!!!
all is my fault....!!!i shud not hv cut my hair!!
i told the stylist i juZ wanna cut my fringe nice nice!n i wanna KEEP MY HAIR lONG!!
do u noe wht is KEEP MY HAIR LONG?!?!?!?!
he juZ cut cut cut...cut until... .... ... ....
aih~dun say le!u cut so short oso nvm liao, but how ugly the fringe is!!!!!!!!!!!
u are wasting my time, my money!!!!!!!n my HAIR!!!!
my hair edi not enuf liao!!stil cut cut cut!n shave shave shave!!i hate shaver!!!!!
cry!feel like committing suicide!
my bro ask me wear cap for a month..such a gud idea
"cry oso no tears"

dead...

die edi~~~~

T_T

juZ finish 2 test back to back!!

21st, solid mechanics....die...

22nd, dynamics....IM STUPID...

actually the questions not so hard..can consider as easy..

but!!!!i juZ concentrate on the IC...but the test paper din come out any question bout IC..

oh gosh!!!!!

i juZ wasted my time at skul yesterday!!!

aaaarrrgghhh!!!

im stupid ar!kenot 4gif myself for even the question1 oso dunno how to do!!!

wht happen to u YAP EE WEN!

wake up!!!dun slp liao!!!!