正面并非全部，背面才值得关注

“正面并非全部，背面才值得关注”

刚才在电视上听到这句话。
突然地有感而发，好像在形容着我身边的东西（不管是人或者事）。

风筝，看的不是美丽的外在，应该是扎实的内在。
手表，看的不是美丽的外在，应该是制作的够不够精准的内在。
衣服，即使外表再美丽，没有较好的质料也不会完美。

你以为，对着我面前说些好听的话能掩饰你背后对我造成的伤害？
你以为，人漂亮的外壳就能抵抗岁月的痕迹陪着你度过每个丰富的人生？
你以为，看不到的事实我就不能靠感觉摸索到？
你以为，伤口复原后就不会有疤痕？
你以为，粉底能遮掩表面伤口也能遮掩内伤？
你以为，相机是捕捉美丽的模样而不是当时的心情？

人总是以为。。。

你不以为然的一件事，我却耿耿于怀。
只因为，你不是我，我不是你。
每个人都是特别的个体，需要别的个体欣赏。

将心比心，把人家的事当成自己的事般着紧。
把人家的感受当成自己的感受来分析。
你能包容人家吗？
你能体谅人家吗？
你能接受人家的一套吗？

不能？
不是因为别人不好，而是自己修养不够。

~recovery from illness, back to the queen mode~

hey guys, after 1 week battle with the illness.
your queen is back to here!

last thursday, i was busy doing the electrical assignment while fighting with the illness.
unfortunately, i was defeated by the sickness!

so...
friday...
saturday...
sunday..
monday..
tuesday..

i was staying at home.
and also i've been consulted 2doctor, taken 8pils perday.

n today!!
is my day!
the slow recovery from illness reli torture me!

guys, in this illness week, i din see any difference with my weight, it is same as b4 i sick.
mean...i stil that fat!
hahahah...

tomorrow, i wil go to skul.
since every1 miss me so much!


every1 love me so much!
i knew~~~~~~
coursemate, family, my dog, friends......

every1.........
except LIM CHU HANG..i duno y suddenly this name wil popped up in my mind.
i juZ dont wanna be loved by this fellar!!!!
and of course atom juZ same as LIM CHU HANG

lin dan = smelly egg?? NO....

after watching badminton final for olympic, i was relli heated up..

but now, im okay edi. =)

aih, wht for the lindan act so LANCI after he knew he wil win this match?

but i'm still proud of lee chong wei, he is such a gentleman compare with that smelly egg?nonono...he isn't smelly egg.

my friend told me, he kenot compare with the egg bcuZ egg is better than him due to his attitude!

hmm.....
okay, off to skul now~
kenot skip class edi.

hooray for malaysia's badminton!

today is monday.
a tiring day.
and also a happy day for malaysian.

b4 skul, i watched lee chong wei's match.
a tremendously nice game.he WON!

this is a great opening of my day.

at skul, finally i done my report but due to some technical prob, i failed to pass up on time.

nvm...

then, i finish my last experiment at 6pm!
wow~**clap clap**proud of myself!
hahaha..but i get my fingers hurt when i smoothen the alloy and carbon with the machine.
so...i better smoothen it manually..

mom said:"好心啦。。later ur hand rough rough..very ugly..."

i thought it will become smoother n smoother??
nvm...as my coursemate always told me..:"you oso owned edi..nonit worry"

ok..so i din worry about that.


n at nite, my idol, wong choong hann won the match.
with his ages, it is a miracles!!!(as kwok seng said)
hahaha..but he is the best for me.(dun peduli so much!!)

n now..im seriously tired!
very tired..n fingers reli pain!
how to play piano tmr???
omg omg!!!



nite every1...
muacksss

HOOOOORAAAAYy

a gay free thursday =)

i realise that i fall in love with thursday.
hehehehe~~
bcuZ i can skip wht class i wanna skip!

and hv nice slp until noon!

omg~~~so nice~~~~

hahahha......

so let's start with my dreamS last nite.

at 1st, i dreamt about ROASTER!
omg!!!!!tht was reli a nitemare for me!
n was yelling!!!but no1 rescue me!

then i awake~~~
SIenzzz...

then, i dreamt bout my mom.
she gave me a hp decoration as my bday present!
(omg, the feeling is so real for me!!i was touching for sure!and, i gav her a kiss and hug)
hahahaha..so shy~~

but suddenly....
BANG!!!(my dad open the door n shout:"eemei!!!!6.15am edi!!Wake up!)
he accidentally break my storyline with mom, n...
the outcome was...I WOKE UP..MY SIS STILL SLEEPING...

omg omg omg...

then another dream started...
dowan to say liao..


so many gay dreamSss...